Being “official” and the crap that comes with it

So today Pickle and I became “Facebook official” and I forgot how annoying that can be. Everyone wants to know details, talk about it, all that shit that I like to keep private. That, I can handle. The hard part was when Micky texted me saying that he was happy for me but a bit jealous. He reiterated how our timing together sucked and said how if this new guy didn’t treat me like a queen, he’d have to answer to him. The main reason I moved on was to get over him. It doesn’t help to know that his feelings are still there too. Pickle deserves a shot, Micky agrees, and I’m not going to let that fall through in the hopes of something that may never be. It hurts still, thinking of Micky, and it might always sting, but bridging our relationship into a friendship is a favorable outcome.
Fucking feelings. Blah.

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2 thoughts on “Being “official” and the crap that comes with it

    • I guess he expected me to wait for him.. though he did say I shouldn’t hold back from dating other people. I don’t think he understands just how hard it was to get over him. Either way, he says that he’s still in no place to commit to anything so he wishes us the best of luck. You never know what will happen, but I’m not going to let a good thing slip away for a ‘what if.’ Fortunately we’re mature enough to be honest and still be friends. We’ll always care for each other and that’s a gem in itself.

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